My maiden voyage into the blogging world!

Hello everyone! I have always wanted to start a blog, just never got around to it. It’s funny how certain events in ones life can bring about change and change is what this is.

Recently, so much so that it still smarts, I experienced heart ache. It’s not like I have never suffered like this before, but for some reason, this one hurts a little more. I was with this woman for 9 months, 9 really good ones. She had recently gone through a divorce when I met her and wanted to keep it casual. I was okay with that, but she really didn’t want just casual. Next thing I know, I am sucked into her world full force and I fell for her.

If I was to be honest with myself, she is more than a little fucked up. A relationship was something that she was really wasn’t ready for. In my heart of hearts, I knew this, yet sometimes you just don’t listen. She is a good person who had a terrible marriage to a shitty guy. He wrecked her, she may never be able to be in a relationship with a man ever again. But it is me who is being punished for his indescretions.

It is not all doom and gloom for me. I don’t want anyone who reads this thinking I am pathetic. It is more about getting things off my chest, something I have not yet had the opportunity to do. I need that release and this blog is providing it. All you can do is work on yourself and make the changes that better you as a person. Change is what I am working toward. Thanks for reading………